07 October, 2006

Saturday at home.

An actual slow Saturday. Which I'm fine with. It's been nice to sit around the house and do nothing. I should clean and pick up, but...meh.

So a work story. This past Tuesday I was sick. Friday, Talitha asks me which day it was that I was sick. I tell her that it was Tuesday. She then asks if I was in on Sunday. I said, "No, I never come to work on Sunday". She then tells me that they are running a Websense report. Websense is a proxy that blocks websites that an employer can deem not worthy of employees looking. It also keeps track of all sites you go to.

Talitha then tells me that it must be broke or something is wrong with it because it says that I used the internet at work on Sunday and then on Tuesday. I was nowhere near the building on either day. Talitha then tells me that she's going to ask Dave about it, maybe something is wrong.

So, a bit later, Talitha tells my team that if they want to see the Websense reports, to see if we stay on task, we can. I decide I want to see mine. So I go over to her and say, "I want to see mine, especially I want to know what I was looking at on the days I wasn't here." She then says "I don't know what is going on with that, it's really weird, and Dave doesn't know either, all he could say is that we should check the security tapes and see if you came in on those days and aren't telling us."

So, at first, I didn't really think much about it. Then I got thinking about it and it kind of annoyed me what Dave said.(Dave by the way is the manager, the boss.) I told a few people. Then when I had lunch with Carmen, I told him about it. I came back from lunch and sat back down at my computer and then realized that I was really mad about it, that I didn't really appreciate that comment. Dave basically called me a liar, and said he trusted a really shitty program that we use, and have a lot of trouble with, over me. So I decided to tell Talitha that I wasn't too happy about that. I almost went directly to Dave, but then thought, well, he didn't say it directly to me, and I didn't want to get someone in trouble for maybe saying something they shouldn't.

Talitha then told me that she said I did have a reason to be upset, that it was uncalled for on Dave's part, and she said something to him about that. She apologized because she brought it up to Dave(I said she was just doing her job, she had no reason to apologize). She then said she'd say something to Dave about it again if I wanted her to. I decided that I was happy with someone knowing I was upset about it, and plus, in my opinion, Dave's a wanker. He seems like a nice enough guy, but doesn't seem to be someone that cares if he's upset the people under him. So instead of butting heads and me getting more and more frustrated, I decided to just let it drop at Talitha.

Other than that the week has been pretty decent. Heather got me started on Old Chicago's World Beer Tour thing. They do "mini-tours" occasionally. Her and I go on Wed. typically because it's buy 2, get 1 free. Well, this past Wed., our waitress either made a mistake or liked us a lot. She gave us a bunch more than she should of free, plus she let me cheat on the mini-tour, so I got the t-shirt at the end before I was suppose to. She was really slow though at taking the bill though. That made us a bit upset. Plus I was getting really tired, and it didn't help when Heather will dump beer she doesn't like or doesn't want anymore in my glass. That just makes me extra tired.

Oh, South Park with World of Warcraft in it. That was great. Haven't seen South Park in forever.

That's about it, really.

Oh, I got a postcard from my friend Amy who lives in Japan. It was from Singapore. The guy on the front should be an Arcadia character. I should show it to you Carmen.

The end.

03 October, 2006

Answers to a survey, answers dated Oct. 11, 2004

Ok, here is that survey. My answers today are on the post before this one. See what being sick does to me, I get so bored. Enjoy my answers from two years ago....Oct 11, 2004.

Note that I didn't read these before I filled them out in 2006, so anything that's the same answer is creepily funny.

1. last person you wrote a testimonial?

No one, I think

2. sport you would love to play

the one where I sit on the couch.

3. last movie you watched

Dogma, on Saturday

4. what do people first notice when they see you?

I really don't know, maybe people don't notice me.

5. do you like peanut-butter?

yes, but not the smell.

6. most memorable place

I don't know, I haven't really been much places.

7. do you read comics?

yes. I haven't lately, but I haven't really done anything I enjoy(hobbies) lately.

8. how pretty/handsome are you?

I plead the fifth on this one, I think I make enough self depreciating remarks as it is.

9. do you like earthquakes?

I never met one, I'll tell you later.

10. worst nightmare?

I don't know, I usually forget them after I have them. I remember though for about five years I would have the same nightmare when I would be sick. I would have it the night before I got sick, and while I was sick. I don't remember it very well though, I remember it had a mouse hole in the skirting in it. and a very nefarious mouse.

11. most beautiful place you've visited?

don't know.

12. wanna be a celebrity?
No, not at all. If I were, I'd probably be a recluse.

13. do you like surveys?

when I'm bored.

14. your high school close friends:

I had a lot of them. Nathan or Katie were probably the closest friends I had in high school, and both relationships ended badly.

15. your best physical asset

that self depreciation thing again.

16. your worst physical asset

You think this one would be easy, but I really don't pay that much attention to myself.

17. most people would describe me as...

nice

18. one thing you hate about yourself...

that when it comes to certain things, I don't have the confidence to do or say things.

19. vegetable you hate

what the fuck does these surveys have against vegetables.

20. you like to go out on a grocery?

I don't like shopping actually.

21. favorite person/s in the world?

I don't know if I have a FAVOURITE person...maybe I do...

22. can you dance?

depends, slow dance, yeah, anything else. no, a thousand times no.

23. favorite past time?

reading probably

24. are you happy?

despite a lot of things, yes I am.

25. do you believe in God?

no, but I respect people that do.

26. what is the worst rumor you've heard about
yourself?

I heard that Katie(the one from high school yes) was telling people that she got a restraining order against me because I wouldn't leave her alone. I was hanging out in front of her house because I loved her and didn't understand why she didn't love me. I have never had a restraining order on me. One day Katie just stopped talking to me. I tried a few times to find out what I did, but I never found out, so I stopped talking to her. The law was never involved. I heard the rumor from two or three different people. I told you it ended badly.

27. what is the most stupid thing you did for the
person you love?

I don't know, forgiven something I probably shouldn't of.

28. are you in love?

I don't think so...I have feelings for various people, but I don't think any of them is love.

29. do you miss him/ her?

depends...I hadn't thought about Katie for awhile. I shouldn't even remember her in all honesty, it's been almost ten years, but I remember... She is married with a kid now, but... I do miss her.

30. what is your greatest personality?

I don't have multiple, so I guess I would say my personality is the best.

31. what time is it?

11:02 AM on Monday morning...good god, I have a whole day left.

32. aside from answering this survey, what else
are you doing?

Um...listening to a cd, thinking about what I want to accomplish today...thinking about Katie.


33. first thing to do when you wake up tomorrow?
go to work.

34. where are you right now?

In my bedroom, that needs picked up something bad.

Wonderful!

Almost two years ago (on Oct. 11, 2004 to be precise, I took this survey...I thought I'd fill it out again, now, just for fun...(i didn't read my answers yet from two years ago, I thought it'd be fun to see if I say the same things or not. I saw glimpses of them as I deleted them, but didn't read them thoroughly).

Also, this was posted on an old blog I had, from two years ago...that blog was mainly started as a place to complain about Rebecca without her being snoopy. She would look at my chat logs,I used Trillian at that time, and it keeps logs of all conversations, she would read them and get mad at me for talking about her to other people, so I set up the blog so that a friend of mine could know what was going on. As I was home sick today, when I had the energy to sit up, I was reading these old blog entries and ran across this survey. I will post my answers from two years ago after this, so we can all laugh and compare. Ha Ha!

Anyway, here are my answers, right now

1. last person you wrote a testimonial?
Do people write testimonials?

2. sport you would love to play
Raquetball

3. last movie you watched
Well, if we count Mst3k then, "The Beatniks" if not...I think "Fight Club"
4. what do people first notice when they see you?
I'm guessing "Harry Potter" glasses, which wasn't my intent when I picked the frames...next year I think i might get new ones.

5. do you like peanut-butter?
yes, but the smell makes me sick...figure that one out.

6. most memorable place
hmm...what does that mean? I'll say..."a chair".

7. do you read comics?
Not as much as I used to. Apart from a very few, they seemed to be lame now a days.

8. how pretty/handsome are you?
Not really.

9. do you like earthquakes?
We've never met.

10. worst nightmare?
I had one a year or so ago, where some lady was filling up her car at the gas station, and she just started on fire, she walked towards me and these other people, the whole time screaming and her flesh melting off, while these three or four other people are taking pictures of it happening. It ended with her on the ground as the scream was dying, and her just a skeleton. Needless to say I woke up very startled and couldn't fall back asleep for awhile.

11. most beautiful place you've visited?
I have no idea.

12. wanna be a celebrity?
Not really.

13. do you like surveys?
Not really

14. your high school close friends:
I'd say Nathan or Katie. Though both friendships ended badly. the lesson I think is that you should be friends with me, it always ends badly.

15. your best physical asset
Ha!

16. your worst physical asset
Probably my teeth. Stupid family.

17. most people would describe me as...
fun to be around...maybe?

18. one thing you hate about yourself...
Only one? my teeth.

19. vegetable you hate
Most of them.

20. you like to go out on a grocery?
this isn't even a complete thought. Next!

21. favorite person/s in the world?
Well, if I picked just one, then the rest of the world would be jealous now wouldn't it?

22. can you dance?
Poorly

23. favorite past time?
Reading

24. are you happy?
Indeed I am.

25. do you believe in God?
It's not something that I really think about or concern myself with, but have utter respect for people that do believe in a superior being.

26. what is the worst rumor you've heard about
yourself?
I had heard from more than a few people that I was stalking Katie(the one from high school). she told people that she had to get a restraining order because I wouldn't leave her alone and would hang outside her house wanting to talk to her. I've never had a restraining order against me, and the most I think I ever did was ask people that knew her how she was doing, since she'd give me the cold shoulder the two or three times I ran into her after she decided not to talk to me anymore.

27. what is the most stupid thing you did for the
person you love?
Forgiven something that was unforgivable.

28. are you in love?
No, probably not.

29. do you miss him/ her?
Who? You have to be more specific. But really, I don't miss anyone.

30. what is your greatest personality?
Seeing as I only have the one, I'm picking that one.

31. what time is it?
Buy a watch! Ok, it's 6:04 pm

32. aside from answering this survey, what else
are you doing? Um..talking to Heather, coughing an awful lot, and listening to music.

33. first thing to do when you wake up tomorrow?
Probably sit on the computer and see if anyone messaged me while I was asleep, or if I have any email.

34. where are you right now? I am in my bedroom. at home.